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Fiiyanaa Mazlan
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<3<3<3 Family comes first. i believe that nothing last forever. we're all gonna die eventually. let's all not waste more time, be happy. sincerely, me. |
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Friday, March 16, 2012  I remember how Black introduced us thru phone. I remember how we went silent all of a sudden because of the awkward moments. I remember how Black made us talked to each other like we've known each other for a very long time. I remember how you wanted me to call you by the name of Syahmi when everyone else calls you Mirul or White. I remember how hard it was for me to call you by that name cos I was so used to calling or seeing you as Mirul White, not Syahmi. We celebrated last two year's countdown together, with Black, Q, Nas, Siva, Shasha and Danny. It was supposed to be me and you, Shasha and Black but things didnt go as planned. I remember how you wanted me to stay by your side, every time, cos you don't wanna feel left out. I guess, I disappoint you huh? I left you all alone, and went with Danny throughout the night. You were jealous, you were stressed, you were hurt, but all I did was to have fun and careless about your feelings. & Then.... I shall not elaborate more on that. But I just had to stay away from you cos you did something that I dislike. You did that for my attention but I stayed away from you instead. I was pissed off but I didnt say a word. You left with your girl-friend and that was the last time I see you? Nevertheless, I thank God you left me some memories with you. I thank God, we had pictures together, thought it was the first and the last picture, that's the least I can do for you, which is to keep those memories. I'm sorry I didn't grant your wish, as to go out together. I didn't know you left us so early. Rest in peace, my dearest Amirul Syahmi. I'll never forget you. Much misses. I don't know how am I gonna react tmr. I hope I can control myself tmr. That'll be the last time I ever gonna see you. Thank you for all the great advises. This is hard, too hard for me to accept the fact that you're really gone. I thought it was all a big joke, but I saw the news :/ Black, why must you serve NS now?????? Oh well, I'm sorry I just feel so much worst right now. Do not wanna elaborate more. I've been ranting my feelings here, I know it's boring isn't it? Forget it, I don't have the mood ever since the heartbreaking news. I'm tired, just too tired. |
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